hey look, i wrote something! and it's seasonal! with summer coming to a close, im pretty much feeling lamer and lamer each day. for those of you who dont know me (or havent stumbled across some of my earlier stuff), i should explain that i have seasonal affective disorder. so basically i get really down during the winter. and i guess it should follow that i get even more down whenever i know winter is coming, and can do nothing to stop it. which is every autumn.
so anyway, yeah, i wrote this. its pretty much just a very wordy description of how im feeling right now. but hopefully it sounds a little poetic to you. or at the very least, not trite and self-pitying. christ, i wish i wasnt so self-conscious. enough from me. enjoy.